| | Eek, this is not cool... I"m not really sure WHERE to start... first I didn't make volleyball, and then, well, there's THIS:
OK so just as planned, I go to school Monday with all intentions of telling each one of my teachers what is going on. First period, Im all freaking out tho, b/c i kno that after today things will never be the same. Then I go to second period, I've already told mchatton. He called my up to his desk, and so far I think i'm the only person that's been BEHIND his desk lol. He moved my seat so I didn't have any issues with the sub the next day. Very cool. THEN i get to third period, I was SO nervous though and totally freaking out. We had a quiz, and I couldn't focus at ALL. I had every intention of talking to ms. schusterman afterwards, but sadly she walked out of the classroom before I had the chance to. SO catherine and i agreed we'd talk to her tuesday. Then I'm off to 4th period, algebra, where, once again, i'm not exactly paying attention, i'm more concerned with talking to ms. dewease AFTER class. So class ends, spellie and I ask ms. dewease if I can talk to her. She says yes, and then we wait for everyone to LEAVE (like johnny) before I begin. I tell her, and she's like, ok i'm cool with that. and then we discuss what to do if somehting happens. Then she tells me she's seen almost everything (hmmm, makes me think) but to tell her what happens in my seizures. (i was so surprised, no one else had ever done that cept ms. b, that i was like "u mean to ME?") THEN she takes out her seating chart, asks me where I sit, and puts a pretty little circle around my name (don't i feel just SPECIAL?) and then tells me not to worry that that's "for her eyes only." So she's like thank you for telling me, and we leave. next is us history with ms. link. OK, so I didn't want to tell this women b/c, well, if you have her u'd kno why. Loren and I go up to her after class, and i ask to talk to her. Tehn we wait for eveyrone to leave, and ms. link makes her 6th period wait outside. I begin to talk, and the second I mention the word "epilepsy" ms. link falls bak on the desk she was standing by. I'm like i'm sorry!! then I'm like, things shouldn't be a problem in class. 5th period has never beena problem before, then I was like, BUT... the cafeteria in the morning MIGHT be... tehn she's all freaking out and is like "WHY didn't u tell ms. this eralier??!?!" and i was like i promise i'll tell u if somehtng happnes, i'm SRY!!!! so then she's liek.... omg ok miss paige... and gives me a pass to sixth period... we leave, I thank loren, and then i'm off to theatre. I'm nervous the whole period. Right when the bell rings, the whole class leaves, and I stay and ask her to talk to her. she's like sure let's walk to lunch and talk. So we're walking, and when she starts locking her door, and that's about as far as we get. I tell her wut's going on, then i mention NOT mentioning this to my mom. I told her why not, then I started crying. (i see trouble already) I explain everything. Then spell walks in, and ms. b's like, u do realize if (heh ya RIGHT) and when u do have a siezure, ms. wallace AHS to tell ur mother? and I'm like well sort of cuz we kinda stopped that once stuff was happening everday last year. Then she tells me about wut she did this summer. (might i add that not many ppl read my xanga, so I'm not concerned about the whole world reading this, BUT, DON"T REPEAT ANYTHING FROM THIS POINT FORWARD to anyone!!) she was at an orphanage in russia and apparently one of the little boys there had really bad epilepsy (and grand mal seizures) And i'm just like awwwwwwww and then we birng up the spoon incident. don't ask if you dont kno. then we start talking about power of prayer =DDD then ms. b's like, ok i'm going to talk to ms. wallace and i think you two should talk, and i promise I will make SURE your mother doesn't find out about htis. So i'm like ok... hugs and then lunch. then in advisory, i get called to the nurse. so she tells me she's known for 2 years now that my mother was like that (ha ha and i haven't, that's a new thing for me) and then she looks up my schedule, asks me who i haven't talked to yet (schusterman) and then told me she'd tell her, and send an e-mail to my other teachers too. She's like, ok, WELL mchatton u shouldn't really have a problem with, his wife (teaches at beck) had a kid with really bad epilepsy last year. So i'm like ooo ok. and tehn she goes, I dont' think anyone else'll have aproblem either, but ms. link'll prolly freak. and i was like YUP. So i've just destoryed my school year and gotten 4 of my teachers to hate my mother. good for me. the next day, irealized how bad things were gonna get. in teh morning in the cafeteria, as i'm leaving, ms. link is like "good morning MISS paige!" and i'm like good morning.. then she' slike "are you SURE you're ok? nothing's happened? b/c remember you promised you'd tell me if something happneed' and i'm like o GREAT... (and ya i'm fine lol) then the NEXT day, my locker jams, ms. link has the key, I ask her to unlock it, she does, and then she's like "anytime you need me to open ur locker, just let me kno, i'd be happy to. and anytime you feel like giving me a heart attack, just tell me how ur life is" |